What was the last thing you wondered about?
what makes us deeply content; deeply happy?? a clear sky at night filled with stars and no light pollution is one thing, no? a finished project that was done well?
I have been reading a lot, cocooning, isolating myself a little, trying to discipline myself, sleeping too much anyway and dreaming strange and vivid dreams. I have been having an existential meltdown, living for a few days in a twilight zone of thought stew of my own making with a dash of seasoning from the world "out there".
I have been wondering HOW BEST to:
a) learn how to put up solar panels and wind turbines
b) learn how to make solar panels and wind turbines from scratch, like bread or pudding
c) learn how to convert old gasoline powered cars and trucks to electric ones and then get them a solar, wind or micro-hydro power source to recharge their batteries
d) fund my dreams of a solar / wind / micro-hydro powered home / car / neighborhood / community / state / country / world
e) compost our kitchen, yard, dog and human waste
f) grow an organic garden in our yard and in front of our south facing windows year round
g) where to start.... what to do first.... how not to get overwhelmed
I went with farland tonight to see a couple of films sponsored by the local sierra club chapter as part of a week of an "energy film festival".
tonight we saw, "end of suburbia" and a clip of a film still in production, "hooked on growth" by david gardner.
both were inspiring, thought provoking, just what I needed.
after the films we had a discussion with dave, the filmmaker, and he told us about "no impact man." that website is a scream and has some great ideas and discussion going on.
I was so excited about the whole evening's discussion that I was talking to george about it when I got to work and he shared this article with me which just builds on the rest of the discussion..... orion magazine, the gospel of consumption.
I am wondering about how best to live: living large with a small environmental footprint.
I am wondering right now if it is possible to convince 6.5 billion of us to STOP the madness of growth and to live, luxuriously, simply with less; to be content with enough; to recognize enough as enough. I am hoping so.
I am wondering what I can do this minute to make my own life more sustainable, less resource intensive, more enjoyable, more wholistic and where to begin and where to focus my energy as each of my days begins. How can I be most effective, least damaging?
There is no such thing as a zero impact human being, I think..... but how to be the best possible impact and the least possible harm??
more to follow as these thoughts take shape and order.
tonight I looked at the stars in a clear sky from my neighborhood that has no streetlights and I was glad about the darkness on my street.

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I'm also wondering if cultivating a little more wiggle in my walk and giggle in my talk will help to make the world go round, round, round….. and it makes me smile, so I think I will.
chantilly lace, big bopper
be patient, it takes a few seconds for the actual music to start, but it's worth the momentary wait. :-)
hellllllloooooo baby. and what a laugh! what a voice!! what a song!!
I think making your own solar panels from scratch is not worthwhile, since there are very sophisticated ones now that you actually can just roll out on your roof like a nice flat little mat and it would be hard to make those like bread or pudding, but wind turbines are probably more do-able.
Since we're working on not having a storage space in the future, I should soon find the plans for the greenhouse and also the article about the guy who greened his trailer in England and I'll scan both and send them to you. There's one of these greenhouses here (in Black Mountain) and I've seen first hand that it grows food year round, even in weather like today when it's 16 degrees. The key is slanting all the planting beds inside about 15 degrees toward the southern exposure, which gives enough light and warmth even in places as cold as Maine. The entire thing is built from readily available products from any building supply store and costs around $200 to put up. The man who designed them is a very charming retired pediatrician named John Wilson who is still managing a community garden well into his eighties and he's sent these greenhouses all over the world.
I'm in favor of the wiggling and giggling and living large and smiling. I'm in favor of charm and have been wrestling with how a charming life balances itself with not having ridiculous amounts of stuff, ridiculous in my life meaning more than I can fit into a closet the size of a carry on bag in a house the size of a good sized van.
One of the things I keep coming back to is how living here in the US tends to make our vision a little skewed. It's hard to remember how relatively recently there weren't things like chemical fertizers and pesticides and cars spewing fumes and six lane expressways and shopping malls and fast food vendors, and whole amazing cultures were built with relatively low negative impact on their environment, and they weren't even thinking about that. But it's hard to remember that when the entire officially organized country you live in has been around for such a very short time. It's hard to remember that we don't have to keep making more and more new things when we don't have the perspective of how the old things work just fine and are beautiful and full of our history when our history is only ten minutes old.
hi beautiful, charming lady!!
yes, now that jordan is almost all grown up and doesn't live with me anymore, maybe it's time to start thinking of whittling down my possessions to what I might be able to carry around with me in an old army duffle bag. I still have that old canvas army duffle bag that I got at factory and army surplus in 1987 or 88. when I was 16 or 17 and weighed all of 110 lbs it was all I could do to pick that thing up when it was fully loaded with clothes and books and personal hygeine products. I'm stronger now, but it would take some serious determination and nonattachment and purging to get all my possesions to fit in there. I carry more than that to work with me on some nights. hmmmm.
I'm asking myself often these days, before I buy something….. do I really, really need this? no? well then, will it seriously enhance my quality of life?? no?? will I still use/want it in 5 years??? no?? do I want to dust it / maintain it / carry it around with me?? no?? when I no longer want it, how will I dispose of it??
these are good questions and save the credit card from being overburdened.
these are also useful….
can I get it at the library?
can I get a used version of it?
will it end up in a landfill? or in the ocean?
where was it made?
am I paying the true cost of producing and transporting this to me? (human,environmental)
is there a better use of my money, resources?
Those are such good questions.But…I've had the experience of standing in the grocery store looking at half a dozen different brands of recycled paper bathroom tissue and debating, this one is owned by a parent company that owns other companies that destroy rainforests…this one has a higher post-consumer recycled paper content…it went on until Adrian, who was around 15 at the time, grabbed a package of toilet paper, threw it into the cart and decided I was done. Sometimes I just have to stop asking questions and buy the toilet paper or my head will explode.But they are very good questions.
oh. I've been there too. sometimes it's just easier to let adam buy the t.p. lol.
it's also better for me to do the grocery shopping without anyone else waiting on me. :-)
I think that when I eat less, I poop less and so need less toilet paper and also I can buy smaller clothes that use less material when I do buy clothes and of course eating less means less food production – so learning how to eat just enough and not too much is a good goal. and it's so much easier when my southern gentleman husband is out of town and doesn't try to force feed me every 3 hours. :-)
Oh, in one of his books Stephen Levine talks about the “one bowl a day” practice that he and his wife Ondrea kept for quite a while. The one bowl was of foods that are the same sorts of foods eaten by most of the people on the planet, just brown rice and vegetables, and the practice was one of worldwide community as much as it was a meditation. I think I'm too much of a foodie to go quite that far, and I do tend to like a bit more than one meal each day, but I like the idea very much.
I've gone from being an opportunivore to only eating vegan recently, and the reason doesn't really have to do with being nice to animals although I do think that's good - but producing meat is so energy intensive, so bad for greenhouse emissions, so wasteful of grain crops that could be consumed directly, that it's seeming pretty untenable. I have respect for people who hunt for the meat they eat, but really, if it was me and a bunny on a desert island the bunny and I would eat salads together, so that just isn't me. But I'm still eating fish every now and then, mostly because I don't have a way to measure B12 levels and I don't quite trust supplements, but also because sushi is my favorite style of food ever and I can't quite commit to never eating it at all. Although there's no point in October and November as there's no uni… and just how far have I managed to stray from a single bowl of brown rice a day? Hmmm…
I wonder how the one bowl diet and the 100 mile diet could mesh for me here in colorado. I don't know anywhere within 100 miles where brown rice is grown, though we can indeed grow our own veggies or get them from nearby farms or greenhouses. farmer's markets are over for the year. I'm not starting the 100 mile diet for myself until next summer's farmer's markets begin and then i'm going to try to plan ahead for the whole year. I'm still working on getting our own garden ready for springtime and I'd better hurry up because the ground will be completely frozen soon.
I met a woman tonight who has made a solar panel from scratch for her chicken coop!! she's going to send me the link to the plans that she used! I'm so excited!! I'll share what I find. something to do with painting glass black and using tin cans. very economical! :-)
That sounds like a solar heat panel, not one that produces electric power? But maybe not, I don't know enough about them except that the really high tech ones look way beyond my skills. Let me know how it goes.
I don't follow the 100 mile diet although I buy local as much as I can and do try not to buy anything imported from great distances, no matter how much I want a golden kiwi right now. I can't give up brown rice though, especially since I can't eat wheat. And I can't give up bananas even though I know they will never grow here. Another consideration though is that if we stop buying organic fair trade products which are actually supporting people in other cuItures and making it profitable to maintain rainforest (like shade grown coffee and brazil nuts), then it may end up doing more harm than good. It's complicated. (And this is how I end up muttering to myself in the aisle of the store about which roll of toilet paper is morally superior…) Another consideration is that urban areas make great uses of lots of resources by concentrating people together and reducing the need for lots of personal driving, but urban areas don't usually produce enough food within 100 miles. Somedays I'm afraid my brain might explode trying to figure out where the least harm is.
I think not consuming animal products and buying local most of the time makes my footprint for food pretty decent. I think buying organic is very important, not just because the food is less toxic (which is important), but because it supports growing practices that don't toxify the environment. I think it's good to buy used things and less things and fair trade things and things made by real humans - but my favorite jacket is a black Columbia jacket made out of material that has to be from outer space. Sigh.
I'm not as far along the “what is my footprint” question as you Dawn, but I've been wrestling with the whole simple living question for a while now. Farland posted a great article on a recent blog about a guy who lives on $5000/year because that's the cut off for paying taxes to the government. He wrote Radical Simplicity, which I had looked at before but bought yesterday. He's got a whole chapter on calculating your personal carbon footprint and the rest of the book on how to reduce it and live simply. And yesterday Laura wrote about this same question from the consumption angle. I was so inspired by her and Farland and you and all the beautiful Gaians that I vowed that Radical Simplicity would be the last book I bought in 2008. If you saw the piles of books in my apartment and my wish list at Amazon, you'd understand what a huge promise this is for me. Thanks for thinking these things through SFL!
Lil, I was so inspired too by those posts you mentioned and although I haven't committed to zero books I have decided that if the library has it or I can find it used I'll do that first. And I'm actually cutting down on the number of books I keep, which is really hard - the library of books I have is the only thing that survived all my moves, and I'm a re-reader. I am in longing for a Kindle but laptops are now available cheaper which seems crazy - if it were affordable I'd be right on that. And still, some of my most treasured books really need to be old school physical objects. I have to be able to touch them and smell the paper and feel the edges of the pages and tuck things in the pages. I don't know if I can give that up yet, but I'm going to read Radical Simplicity and think about it all.
I live really well on not too much, it's a lifelong skill, but part of doing that for me has depended on other people living with too much and casting it off so that I get to harvest the bounty of excess. I don't know how I would do if everyone scaled back, but it's odd - as the economy around me is getting closer to that, I'm getting rid of more and more things. So maybe I'll figure it out as I go, which is how I do most things.
Thanks from me too Dawn!
“That sounds like a solar heat panel, not one that produces electric power?” yes, you are correct. it's a solar heater, not a solar electric thingie.
I'm so tired tonight I can barely keep my eyes open. it's almost 4:30 and I have to make it til 7am and then get myself home too. maybe I can get into bed around 8am, if the dogs and the weather/roads and everything cooperate. i'll have to come back when I'm not so tired to give these comments some proper attention.
happy day after thanksgiving everyone. I'm not buying a single thing today, no matter what!